Lekhny composition -15-Jan-2023

Satyam Tiwari

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Lekhny composition -15-Jan-2023

Depression cloud.

My eyes search for clear sky and catch the glimpse of beautiful sun.

Whenever I look up , my view blocked by black cloud with stubbornness nature refusing to move.

I roll dice everytime outcomes six ,four etc though I don't win mostly with luck have a eventful events.

Though unable to get happy, unable to roll the dice again , unable to feel the joy again.

I walk on the same lane with my bitter sweet friends but now they seem black to me.

My favourite food, that brought me joy , calmness under blue weather.

Has lost my taste, its essence now bring me nothing but confusion and tears.

Idk what happened to me, but everytime I went out to find joy once again.

My brain that have a great memory is unable to remember and find the memories of joy.

Unable to become happy and other happiness burn me , other pain burns me but I will burn.

Some say to eat good food , that will ring the bell of good mood sun rise.

Some say to make a routine and do a hard exercise calories burn will bring me relaxation.

Some say to go in nature and rejoice with the true sound of nature.

But you can't see me inside and rotting collapse of my world.

Crumbling numbing of my body and soul , everything is black and lost all.

It's not temporary , shall not pass I will deal with it and see a doctor.

So shut your mouth for good and lemme rest.